Tuesday, May 04, 2021

Maahe Ramadaan ki barkat...(الحمدلله)

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم



Yun mehsoos hota hai k wo baat kal hi ki thi
Soyi thi main jo bebasi me, wo raat kal hi ki thi..
Maahe Ramadaan ki aamad par main kitni laachaar thi
Bistar se uth nahi sakti thi main, rooh o jism se beemaar thi

Ramadaan ki raunaqon se ghar mera bhara hua tha
Rozedaaron ki khushi ko dekh-dekh kar dil mera taras raha tha
Wo aakhri 10 raatein - jinme thi chupi Laylatul Qadr!
Dil mera chaahta tha k mile mujhko wo Shab - Khairum min Alfee Shahr!

Tha wo Ramadaan jisme meri ibaadat thi Tawakkul Us par
Ke ashkon me bheega takiya tha musalle ki jagah par
Roza rakh nahi sakti thi - ye dard dil me basa kar
Main jee rahi thi bas Mushaf ko din-raat gale laga kar

Mere kamzor jism ki ibaadat se hua Rabb mera aise raazi
Ke Wo dekh raha tha k meri har saans thi bas Uski ita'at me baaqi
Wo pehli Taaq raat ko Usne kuch aise sulaaya mujhko
Ke subah Apni Qudrat se aazmaaish me rulaaya mujhko

Jiske deedaar ke intezaar me meri aankhein bichee theen
Jisko thaamne ki aarzu me meri baahein tadap rahi theen
Kaha duniya ne mujhko ke maine usko kho diya hai
Ugte sooraj ne meri zindagi ke chiraagh ko bujhaa diya hai

Aankhein band karke kaha maine ke ye  hai meri duaaon ka silaa
Agar le bhi liya hai Tune, to Ya Rabb wo Tera hi to tha
Lekin dil toot raha hai mera main ab kaise jiyoongi
Teri ibaadat me jeena hai mujhe - na jaane ab kya karoongi...

Mere Allaah ne dikhayaa duniya ko ke wo Khaaliq hai haqeeqi
Uske "kun" k aage nahi hota phir koi falsafa baaqi
Mere Rabb ne diya aisa tohfa, meri zindagi ko sajaa kar
Ke Uski ibaadat me jeena sikhaaya mujhko MAA bana kar..

( الحمدلله )

~UmmHashir 


 

Tuesday, March 02, 2021

Empty Cradles of the Brides of Jannah

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم


My beautiful sister, your face, form or that dark skin
Your appearance is nothing to be ashamed of, its not a sin
Those memories of rejected proposals that break your heart, again and again
Your Creator has a multiplying reward for each of your pain!

Allaah has seen you growing-up with dreamy eyes
Your prayers have been heard and treasured above the skies
HE knows the beating of your heart, that each moment gets more desperate
HE has noticed each tear that begged for a soul-mate...

Did your eyes once shyly see a pious brother? 
 Your heart questioned if he would approach your father?
And it ached when his eyes moved away, not finding you worth sought-after? 
Allaah held your breaking heart and preserved that silent prayer!

HE sees you struggling for a strong hand-hold, a comforting embrace
HE sees you smiling bravely at happy families, blessed by HIS Grace
HE admires your desire to attain motherhood, preserving your chastity, submitting to HIS Laws
HE sees your tears that rock the empty cradle in your heart, nearing menopause!

HE knows the desperation with which you complain in Sujood
You ask HIM why HE did not give you beauty, to please manhood?
Or riches in plenty to satisfy the lust of those hungry for money?
Oh! How you break down telling HIM how difficult HE made your journey! 

Do you know, my sister, the ONE whom you call upon and cry 
HE is All-Powerful, HE only says BE, HE doesn't have to try!
Do you think HE had any less to add to your beauty or riches? 
Do you think HE will lose a drop, by answering your ocean of wishes? 

"I have not created the Jinn and the Mankind, except to worship ME", is what HE says
Be content with HIS creation, be patient with HIS delays
HE has created YOU, and everyone with a purpose 
This Duniya is for HIS service, be obedient during this course.

Submit to HIS Sharee'ah, make modesty your adornment
Make Taqwaa the Libaas that never leaves you for a moment
Cover yourself, my sister, Hijaab makes you beautiful
In fulfilling the rights of your Creator and HIS creations, be always dutiful!

YOU, my sister, are a test for the men of Duniya who reject you
It is The Divine Decree that there is no heart to protect you
It is a blessing for you to attain the nearness of Allaah
While in happy and sad moments, you find solace in Sabr and Salaah! 

May Allaah answer your Duas with a righteous, loving life-partner
Who would also wait for you at the Gate of Jannah, to enter together
May Allaah bless you with cradles filled with His Rahmah, to rock together
And make them a source of elevating your ranks, prayer by prayer.

But, if not in this Duniya, then be assured of a handsome Eternal Companion
Who would find you the most beautiful, and thank Allaah for that union..
May Allaah raise you with the likes of Maryam and Aasiya 
And may you be one of the most beautiful Brides of Jannah (Ameen)

Keep reminding yourself of these beautiful facts, to increase your Eemaan
Allaah was the Creator of Yusuf  (ﷷﷵ), the beauty of Abu Lahab was also HIS plan
HE created Moon-like MUHAMMED (ﷺ), who loved the POOR-BLACK-SLAVE   Bilaal (رضي الله عنه) 
Allaah does not look at wealth and faces, HE looks at deeds and hearts afterall!

~UmmHashir



Monday, February 01, 2021

... Kar madad k main Sabr karoon



بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 


Ya Jabbaar! Hoke bebas maine jab bhi Tujhe hai Duaon me pukaara
Mere toote tukdon ko Tune hi to kamzor sajdon me sanwaara
Ya Wahhaab! Hai samajh mujhko, magar mere dil ko bhi hidaayat de de
Ke wo samjhe is Duniya-e-faani ko, ye salaahiyat de de

Ya Baseer! Tujhse chupta nahi koi lamha is jahaan ka
Meri khataaon ko dekh kar bhi Tune khola darwaaza Apni panaah ka
Ya Samee! Tu har lamha sunta hai meri har dhadkan ko
Apni Maghfirat me lapeyt de mere har pagalpan ko

Ya Rahmaan! Apni Rehmat se Tune mujhko kabhi door na kiya
Mere gunaahon ko kabhi Tune Apne bandon me mashhoor na kiya
Ya Raheem! Tune kis tarah mujhe hamesha hai Apne paas rakha
Mere gunaahon ko dhakne ke liye Apni Rehmat ka libaas rakha

Ya Ghafoor! Meri bebasi jab Sabr ko todhti hai usey Tu maaf karde
Mere aamaal-naame se har naa-shukri ko Tu saaf karde
Ya Afuwwu! Jis tarah is zameen par Tune bachaaya hai mujhko har zillat se
Jab miloon Tujhse Aasmaanon me, mujhe bachaa lena Apni nafrat se

Ya Rabb! Kar madad meri, ke main is tarah Sabr karoon
Ke lab pe shikaayat na laaun, bas Tera Dhikr karoon
Mere ALLAAH! Meri raahat ki manzil Aakhirat likhde
Mere iss chote-se Sabr ke badle me Apni Jannat likhde... 

Apni Jannat likhde...

 
(Ameen Ya Rabb)


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I am nobody, but a stranger, only a simple wayfarer,
My journey is this life till I reach the Hereafter..
Traveling all along the footsteps of my Teacher
,
For I have to, in time, reach the destination promised by MY
SUSTAINER...